Its approximately 9 days to March 3rd and everyone are like cats on hot bricks. Some of us could not have good sleep and even have dreams of how much will we be achieving but very little amount of people is agitated to find out what the results are gonna show up like.
I have to say that I, myself is holding my breath at times. Especially when I do not get the chance to come back to Malaysia and have the examination slip on my bare hands, it just petrifies me even more. However, there`s not much that I can do about it. Plus, I am much happier with where and who I am with now. I do miss my friends a lot as I made very little friends here. I`m happy for them that they get to see each other this coming Tuesday and bear their shakes while holding hands. ( Holding hands always help for me )
I have calculated as well for what time I`ll be waiting for my results at the same accurate time as my friends are waiting. The time difference between Malaysia and the UK now takes at about 7 hours. Let`s say the results will be out at 10 am in Malaysia, minus 7 hours = 3 am. I do not think that it is going to be a trouble for me to stay up and wait for the results together with my friends because I don`t feel like I`m even going to sleep on the night of 2nd March.
Genuinely, I hate the questions / judgments like ;
"Sooooooo, how many A`s do you think you can achieve?"
and
"Eleh kau tengok la, dia tu takkan dapat ah straight A`s. School examination punya result pun tah kemana? Asyik terjunam je."
Annoying tau. ( Even those who reminds me of the date pun annoys me lol tapi bagus jugak la ada orang remind, baru sedaq diri sikit en )
In my point of view, everyone has the right to dream of achieving outstanding results no matter how they did in the examination. I believe very much that everyone deserves the result for the effort they have made and I believe Allah SWT is Almighty and is All Just. I believe in what you do, you get back. What goes around comes around. I believe that if someone or anyone gave their all out effort, the pay is going to be worth it in the end. Allah is Just.
Have HIGH hopes, but LOW expectations
They said.
It`s exactly what I`m practicing to myself now. In fact most of us, we really do not expect to get amazing outcomes, but we hope that we get to achieve what we have all been working for the past two years. Syahirah who was a friend gave Huda a tip on how to prepare ourselves for moments of "terror" like pending for our SPM results. She said,
" Lebih baik kita mintak dekat Allah, results yang
terbaik untuk Iman kita "
I never forgot what she said because it made such perfect sense! Ce bayangkan eh, kalau kita minta results yang terbaik untuk Iman kita, apa2 yang kita dapat pun kita akan redha dengan cepat. Sebab apa? Sebab terbaik untuk Iman kita dan bukan untuk orang lain. For example, situasi
A) dapat result cemerlang habis babeng, time tu la kita kena check Iman kita, acano? Boleh jadi dengan results yang cemerlang tu Iman kita jatuh sakit. Boleh jadi juga kalau dengan results yang pergh-outstanding-gila-babun tu, kita jadi lebih humble.
B) kalau results kita teruk sekalipun atau tak seperti yang kita inginkan, boleh jadi Iman kita diuji Allah dan kita berusaha untuk jadi lebih tabah seterusnya TERmeningkat Iman kita sekaligus disayangi Allah lebih dari orang lain ? Mana nak tauu *wink*wink*. Tapi, boleh jadi jugak, dengan result kita yang teruk, kita jadi orang yang disebalik pernyataan di atas. Nauzubillahiminzalik. (Mintak jauh beb)
Jadi, moh leee kita sama-sama, pakat-pakat doa, yang terbaik sahaja untuk seluruh calon SPM 2014 boleh dapat result molek-molek tiga haribulan ni. InsyaAllah deh, sama-sama berjaya dunia akhirat Lillahitaala.
Baru cun *wink*wink*
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